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[23 Jun 2005|11:51am] |
moving! so im takin my comp. ill be back on in a few days.
add me to AIM and IM my cell!
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[05 Feb 2005|08:52pm] |
"You remind me of my childhood. ya know, those friends who thought they sang better than you?"- Trixie
hahaha. good times.
I had a wonderful day with miss ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) leopards_purr today. It was nice. we went shopping and got matching pants. their so cute. they have cherries on them and say cute cherry ..only like $7 at walmart! she was so kind to buy them for me. and went to taco bell. mmm. i dont know what i was thinking when i said i liked mighty taco more...then after all that jazz, we came in my room and played Uno. yes. that was awesome and hilarious. im sure she'll have pics to post soon. when she does, ill post them on here. but for now, we took two pics in my bedroom:
 
I had such a blast. im so glad we're actually geting closer again. we're gonna be hanging out alot more and i look forward to it.
i want ice cream.
thank you for a wonderful day/evening my trixay of canada! <333
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| access denied, fuckers. |
[27 Dec 2004|01:14pm] |
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Ok. this journal is now FRIENDS ONLY.
add me, then comment. i'll add you back.
ALSO, comment to stay on my list. if you do not comment within a few days, im deleting you and you'll have to recomment and add me.
simple as that.
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[24 Dec 2004|10:42pm] |
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Bah Humbug. Christmas time sucks. especially recently. last week was the one year anniversary of my grandpa dying. and with everything going on with me, i wish a life came in a box, so i can start over. but, i'd only keep one memory with me. and thats Rimi. all this fighting and bickering and stupid materialistic bullshit is really getting out of hand. and its selfish for me to even want to wake up and get out of bed in the morning to open up presents. maybe i'll give them to a charity. or, collect the money and give it to the salvation army. blaahhh, i miss my aunt. this would be the time where i call her and she makes everything better. i look up at a picture that simply describes the best time of my life. but i look at it in sadness because i dont have that time right now. it's been four months. four months since i truly felt anything other than hatred for myself. i wish this christmas was different...i know next one, i'll be with the family i truly love...
It's a full moon tonight..explains why i cant sleep...
blah, im off to go watch will & grace..
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| this is to you. you know who you are. |
[21 Dec 2004|07:21am] |
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i look down at the dried blood all over my body. my life is no longer my own. the deep lacerations that have consumed my face, arms, and chest are full of regret, fear, hatred, and revenge. i close my eyes to only be filled with such a flood of tears that theres no way i can open them again. scared for my life. fuck you for not believing in me. fuck you for what you've done. thank you for making me realize im better then you. thank you for making it known that i suruved one more fucking night. one more night, sleeping with one eye open. ...i hate you.
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[19 Dec 2004|11:02pm] |
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Well, today was alright. i went sledding with my neice right near my house. and went christmas shopping with my madre.
Madre Duque got her xmas card. she liked it. im glad.
I'm in a kinda blah mood right now. i just kinda wanna sleep the next few days away..but, 2 more days of school and then im on vacation.
This song brings back so many memories. *sigh*...i cry everytime i listen to it. anddd here i go again. awesome.
Next week im spending a few days in Batavia. i cant wait...i need to get away from buffalo for a while.
Christmas is getting really useless every year to me. i mean, i love buying presents for others...but eh. getting them, isnt as great as being with the one person who is priceless to you.
Well, im gonna go finish talking to people and make some hot cocoa...
Oh, and this journal might turn into Friends only.
im thinkin about it.
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| its freezing. ahhh. |
[18 Dec 2004|08:25pm] |
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work was okay. i got $30 out of the deal. everyone liked the food, so thats all that matters.
spooooge(nick) is comming over wednesday! i learned that he lives a few blocks from me or whatev, so hes gonna walk here around 1. maybe we'll go to the park or something.
i wanted to tell Rimi the last gift i got him but nooooo he doesnt wanna knoow. poo poo face. hehe. i love him though. i hope his momma got the xmas card. *ponders*
Uh yeah, i wanted to punch dean right square in the face on friday, he treats jamie like shit. he doesnt want her going out? FUCK THAT...hes supposed to be her boyfriend, not her fucking father figure. even though im kinda mad at jamie right now, im trying to get over it.
Well, im off...byebye kiddos.
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| do you really wanna huurt mee? |
[18 Dec 2004|12:06pm] |
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I was supposed to work all day today, but i guess im not working until later. My Chemical Romance was on Conan last night. i taped it. yay!... I had a nightmare last night. blah..it was really bad. i hate them because they seem so much more real then my dreams. it felt like i was stuck in my nightmare for days..anyhoo. i woke up to some really nice messages from Rimi. only 2 more days of school then winter break. i have some plans during it. like sledding with friends, going to raechels, and going to Batavia to spend time with xxxtwistedxxx's family. i cant wait. i miss it there. okay well, i've just been informed i gotta go to work now. byebye all.
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| peewee herman is my hero. |
[15 Dec 2004|03:08pm] |
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School was so fun today. Spooge & I were passing notes to eachother all day today, it was fun. He's gonna go sledding with me! yeaah bitches. hes my awesome friend and hes gonna borrow my slayer shirt. I will post pics tonight as well. but im def. going to sleep early this evening. Im supposed to call Adam to see if he's gonna come over and chill. I miss rimi. speaking of, i gotta send out his package soon. must get the money to send it ouuuutt. i hope i get to call him today..*crosses fingers*... Im hoping toxikandy comes over this week or maybe next week! its way over due for us to hang out...i may go home with raechel ( cornoffthecob) after school on Monday. gonna go chill on Elmwood and shizz! wooo!..i've been dying to go to Spot for so long. havnt been there forever. speaking raechel, her and i are having a competition in Quinns class. we're each gonna make a batch of cookies for tuesday and whoever wins gets a 100 on the next test! haha..i'm soo gonna win. we were snuffin eachother in class, it was hysterical. When i was leaving school, i met up with spooge and mike. i gave mike a hug and thanked him for standing upto Tom for the stupid shit he's doing. then spooge hugged me and stuffed a note in my hoodie. theeen, i left school and got in the car. i want another tattoo. soon. very very soon. i really want to punch someone. someone in my lunch. hes a fucking idiot. hes always fucking judging people and really, he should take a glance in the mirror. hes so god damn full of himself. i hate him. he used to be okay and stuff last year, but...god damn, how rude and annoying can you be?..Anyhoo, im off to go eat some fig newtons and hang up posters.
toodles!
[ a t r u e t r a g e d y ]
"I am the pretty hate that makes you sick inside your world.
I am the scar that will not heal that's passed from girl to girl.
I am that little bitch you fear because i'm not afraid.
I'm everything that's real while you know that you're just a fake!"
*sigh* I love Tairrie B.
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| "forever wasnt very long.." |
[14 Dec 2004|04:01pm] |
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School was fun today. Spooge has this awesome obsession with my fatrolls. hahaha. everytime he sees me, no hesitation, he's there. toxikandy made me a coheed & cambria bracelt! i love it so much, thank you jay! i mean.."Andrea". lmao. she also brought me a new labret for my medusa. i'm gonna change it in a minute. Ryan and I are friends again, which is pretty cool. he apologized for what he did and i forgave and forgot. After school, mom and i went to the store and i got strawberry fig newtons..mmm. and chapstick that says, I <3 NERDS ..its so cute. got home, and called Rimi. he was busy and had to leave i think with madre duque, so imma call him back in a few hours. i hung up a few posters here and there last night. this weekend i'll be hanging up my lights and such... my room will be beautiful soon! i promise! rawwwr! and i will take pics. speaking of, i had fun with some lighting last night and such, so i will post pictures tonight! woohoo.
Well, im off to go watch this John Travolta special with my mom.
damn, hes sexy for 50. haha *disco dances*
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[11 Dec 2004|12:22am] |
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Happy Birthday Ika!
dollvomit
love you!
♥
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[09 Dec 2004|07:14pm] |
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Tracy, Arlea & Brandon showed up at my hoose a bit ago. that was pretty cool. i taught them the, "mile high club" shuffle. haha.
Okay, so you guys should know how obsessed i am with Coheed and Cambria.
Well, 2 weeks ago i drew one of their logos on my stocking..and here is the result. mmm i love it :
yay!
enjoy my creativity. ha
EDIT:
Adam just showed up at my hoose now. haha. i was in the middle of rockin out. (im home alone) and i get an airhorn blow. so, i'm thinking what in the hell is going on, and saw adam giving me thumbs up at my door. that was really funny. we chatted and talked about periods. and me not having any eyebrows. haha. awesome times. then he left. well, im off to go do something and drink my hot cocoa. mmmm
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| just like the hearse you start to incinerate... |
[09 Dec 2004|10:55am] |
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Home again from school. blah. i have been sick for the past 2 weeks. and just when i thought i was getting better, im throwing up and getting worse. baahhh! this bites. okay, im off to go do something...maybe make some oatmeal.
toodles
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| a friend who bleeds is better |
[08 Dec 2004|01:34pm] |
I stayed home from school today. Half day. i always stay home on these days. makes no sense to go to school for two hours. I just finished up Samanthy's (missmarrijane) layout. i just gotta put all the codes in. I slept really well last night. woke up around 9 and made my padre breakfast. then i made myself some matzo brie. mmmmmmmmm. so yummy. right now im talking to samanthy and listening to music. i still didnt get to cleaning my room. but i eventually will. since i didnt go to school today, i gotta send my cards out tomorrow morning. i just took some new pics of my coheed stocking and some of me being random. i'll post those in a little bit. Madre & Gramma's out christmas shoppin. i peeked. hahaha. i went up in my moms room and saw some stuff she got me. she got me blank cd's and new headphones. yay! im done peeking haha, i dont want to spoil it. I may get a job @ family dollar. their supposed to call me today. i hope so. i def. need a job and i want to get outta this house more. oww, my foots asleep. Ika's ( dollvomit) hopefully sleeping over this weekend on her birthday. i am gonna make her cookies and chicken rice a roni. she deserves a great birthday. ok, well im off to go play guitar and talk to samanthy <3. ..i have no idea where i got that nickname. but it stuck. haha..
toodles
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[07 Dec 2004|04:24pm] |
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School was awesomely awesome today. Amanda and I are crazy kids i tell ya. we were harassing mr. nichols,telling him we are gonna post pictures of a male stripper around his classroom. so then he proceeded tryingto throw amandas coat out the window. classic. we couldnt stop laughing. Her and i were pretty close last year, but we've been talking so much this year that we've developed a really close bond. I feel like i can go to her about anything now, and i respect her so much for that, because she has been through so many obstacles this past year, just like myself. No matter what happens, i know we'll be friends and we will def. keep in touch after graduation.
Lunch is just a sideshow in itself. i swear, we are the slow table. but its hysterical. I brought some frosted flakes in a ziplock bag for myself and i munch on that throughout the day..well, in homeroom, Tracy gave me the idea of pouring my chocolate milk in it and eating it. so i did just that and that was the hi-light of the table. haha. then with Joe's odd paranoia problem. hahaha. good times.
I'm sending out some of my Christmas cards tomorrow. i still need redesignedfaith's address! Hopefully, ill get it soon enough. and daniel also wants one, so i need his as well!
Anyhoo, i need to clean my room. I have a half day tomorrow, so i'll do that when i come home from school.
Chrissy shared some news with me today. one of her friends likes me. whatev. haha. i duno. thats just weird.
The girl with the white eyeliner scares me.
yes. that was random.
I miss talking to Sam. i hope she gets online tonight. i wrote her a letter and im sending it out tomorrow morning at school. *spins*
Ika's birthday is saturday...i have no idea what to get her...but, i do have some ideas. mooowhahahaha. GO BIRTNEY!...ooh ika, you look hott on that toilet. hahaha. and wheneveri watch gramma sex, i think of you. haha ♥
Well, im off to go watch a little bit of the television and probably do my homework after that.
DAMNIT! i missed Venture Bros. last night because i passed out around 11. daaaamnn it to hell.
toodles kiddos.
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she makes my tummy go "gurrgle gurrgle"
*blushes*
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